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niicespiice 2 hours ago

YAY!!

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swiftred 34 minutes ago

Me: clawing at my enclosure waiting to push the next site update

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niicespiice 1 day ago

ngl i'm still grieving a YOUTUBER getting rid of their channel. multiple years ago at this point. MULTIPLE YEARS AGO A YOUTUBER DELETED THEIR CHANNEL AND LITERALLY HAS A NEW ONE NOW AND I@M STILL GRIEVING IT. this is socially weird and in fact considered "immoral!"

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niicespiice 1 day ago

what's wrong with having a bedhead though? why does it make you uncomfortable? you can still have non-shaved hair that becomes messy, and still not have to maintain it much

swiftred 1 day ago

@niicespiice eh, it's just annoying to wake up with hair sticking up. Can't leave the house without a hat or a shower. And it's not *just* about the bedhead for me either :) it's other things too.

floral-tears

2 days ago

deleted the preview: new blog post. I now have a bear blog! I hated both the organization and visuals of the mess I made directly on neocities lol. I'm looking forward to hopefully less pain going forward, so I can focus more on my hobbies :-) !

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floral-tears 2 days ago

Clarification: I deleted the preview because I cleaned a couple neocities blog pages. The actual button on my page goes to bear blog now. I'll probably not clog peoples' feeds with posts like this going forward, but wanted to share this time lol

necrowmancy 2 days ago

I love using bear :3

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badgraph1csghost 3 days ago

"being imperfect won't kill you", that's one i've been trying to internalise for actual decades. I'm getting there I think, i'm more tolerant of my own imperfections now than i was when i was 16 i guess, so that's something.

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ocrevol 2 days ago

haven't watched lain yet but this site (https://www.cjas.org/~leng/lain.htm) supposedly explains most of what happens pretty in-depth

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badgraph1csghost 4 days ago

re: 65. data entry was the best job i've ever had. i could power through a stack of paperwork, listen to my playlists, go to the printer every so often, it was exactly what my brain needed! :3

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transferns 5 days ago

omg i completely agree. fuck doulingo. their ads make me so annoyed.

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badgraph1csghost 5 days ago

yardwork is the exact reason why i've been living in flats for most of my life. if grass is present, it is dealt with by SOMEONE ELSE.

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swiftred 5 days ago

Extremely real. I kinda got roped into doing it, lol, with the caveat I can’t with 70°F+ temps. Were it up to me, I’d be okay living my whole life without a yard.

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miela583 5 days ago

Not an insightful comment, but cat!!!!!!!

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niicespiice 5 days ago

whats the duolingo ai usage??? but yeah i dont like duolingo, its trying way too hard to be cool buyt then it's just Lame. it doesn't terach people important skills and tricks them into thinking they're learning. and then people treat it as some kind of "definitive learning tool" despite how much the true learning communities say it's bad. ahhhhhh

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niicespiice 5 days ago

very common sign of "But funny corporation haha!!!!!!" ahhh i hate it so much. also the streak thing reeks of Addiction Culture where youre like "b-bububut what about my INSTAGRAM REELS???"

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swiftred 5 days ago

@miela583 cat!! 💜💜 the sweetest cat there ever was, even …

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sneekrealm 5 days ago

deleted my duol*ngo account the other week... >:-)

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damian-96 4 days ago

i first joined duolingo like 8 years ago when it was new and still p fun. i've cancelled all paying subscriptions to them now in favour of Busuu, where i've learned better in 2 years than the other 8... currently, for my brain, i'm trying to get to a certain streak, then i'm going to delete it.

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swiftred 1 week ago

I think it'd be kind of funny to have a page full of conversations and quotes I eavesdropped on. Some people say the strangest things lol 😭

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bearlythere 1 week ago

Love 58. Lately I've been making "bad decisions" (small things) on purpose just to try to familiarize myself with healthy ways of coping in those moments. I used to panic more, usually now I'm able to tell myself it will all work out in the end. Also, I'd love to see an eavesdropping/quotes page.

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ocrevol 1 week ago

had a conversation about this today (lol), there are very few decisions you can make that will actually ruin your life forever, being stuck in decision paralysis and not doing anything as a result is usually worse for you than any mistake you can feasibly make (lotta modifiers needed to make sure nobody reads this and decides to rob a bank)(normal fear)

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niicespiice 6 days ago

basically all of my friends seem to be struggling with this - even me to an extent - we just sit around Not Doing Anything, because we forgot, and then it's too late so we hope someone else will fix it for us. instead of owning up and actually fixing it ourselves huhuhghgahghhg. running away

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badgraph1csghost 6 days ago

Re: 59. I hate how people want you to turn your favourite things into a side hustle. It was so hard unlearning that (i'm still having trouble with it) and just creating things for the sake of creation. I refuse to sacrifice my passions on the altar of capitalism!

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ocrevol 6 days ago

re:59 the thing about running a small business is that while it can be very fulfilling to work for yourself it generally becomes more of a full-time job than a regular full-time job would be, also yeah sometimes you just straight up don't want to, there's no getting around it work is work no matter what

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niicespiice 6 days ago

"five year plan??" wait what actually is that?? is that a thing?? also yeah i hate the "you should sell your art" thing. it's annoying because it's implying i think it's morally okay to sell art. at this point i don't think it is - because art is inherintly part of speech/communication. it's like trying to sell an emotion or a word. you shouldn't do this

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swiftred 6 days ago

@niicespiice, re: "five year plan," or rather, I'm asked, "Where do you see yourself in 5 years?" and I'm like, "I dunno???? I don't even know where I see myself tomorrow!!"

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ocrevol 6 days ago

"brother idk where I see myself in 5 hours are you srs rn"

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niicespiice 6 days ago

DO MOST PEOPLE KNOW WHERE THEY SEE THEMSELVES IN 5 YEARS???? I DONT THINK THEY DO??? RIGHT????

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swiftred 6 days ago

LOLL idk maybe the neurotypicals ... maybe those people who know when they're 4 years old that they wanna be doctors. The rest of us just have to give a bullshit answer I suppose?

a-blue-in-a-sea-of-reds swiftred

1 week ago

Thanks so much for following my website and signing my guestbook, SwiftRed! 😊 I’m glad you enjoyed my post, “My Autistic Perspective on Online Social Anxieties,” and am touched that you even linked to it in your microblog post, “Posting fanfiction and the terrifying prospect of being seen.” It’s good to know I’m not the only one who experiences such anxieties when posting updates online. 😌

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a-blue-in-a-sea-of-reds 1 week ago

Speaking of your microblog, I thought your post, “Villains & Gratefulness,” was powerful and well-written (and illustrated). 👏 I look forward to further exploring your cool website! 👍

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swiftred 1 week ago

Thank you for the kind messages and the follow. It’s very, very meaningful to me! I look forward to exploring your cool 😎 website as well.

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swiftred 1 week ago

the autistic urge to fret about misrepresenting myself 🧍‍♂️ Feeling profoundly ineloquent and agitated today

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transferns 1 week ago

i'm not transmasc but i feel like finding my spot in the furry fandom (lol) was actually one of the best things that i've done for my gender tbh. the amount of under-represented trans bodies i've seen drawn by some furry artists is actually so amazing. and i'm sure it's the same for some non-furry artists out there too.

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transferns 1 week ago

on another note, personally, when i see an older trans person, it actually makes me happier than anything else. something about seeing a trans person just survive and love life is so nice and they always seem so happy in their bodies (whether that be with the aged or trans parts)

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swiftred 1 week ago

@transferns omg, I forgot to even mention/consider trans representation in art! Do you care if I screencap your first comment and tack it on the end of the post?

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transferns 1 week ago

not at all!! i'd love for you to!

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swiftred 1 week ago

Thank you so much 😊 I've added it in.

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niicespiice 1 week ago

55 hits home like. sometimes when random people online are sexist, like saying "gg man" i feel affirmed, but then they say something like "or woman idk" and even though it's technically being more inclusive, i'll be damned if it doesn't feel like a stab in the chest 😭😭 random sexist stranger perks (???)

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swiftred 1 week ago

@niicespiice omg, "gg man" goes incredibly hard, very affirming for me personally

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inkcaps 1 week ago

I love the fandom badges you have on your index!! Do you have a link to the original source?? 👀👀

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swiftred 1 week ago

oh, shoot, yes!! I accidentally removed the link. Here's a centralized place: https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1Q6LqU2nnnU60ARfc4NPdPbpCMIMl6WSDP_NWomr5OB4/edit?pli=1&gid=1004256205#gid=1004256205 For the fandoms it didn't already have, I had to use the custom button maker from the main website (https://idbuttons.neocities.org/)

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inkcaps 1 week ago

@swiftred ahhh thank you for sharing, I'm definitely gonna add some to my blinkie/badge/etc collection page!! * __ *

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notesfromearth 1 week ago

also forgot to write this, but microblog #52 and #33 resonate a lot. thank you :)

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swiftred 1 week ago

@notesfromearth I really appreciate you telling me that, thank you <33

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swiftred badgraph1csghost

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a late reply: thank you so much for the kind words you left on my more recent page update <3 It means so much to me. I can say comfortly that I visit your site on a daily basis. And when I don't comment on your updates, do know I'm quietly reading 🙂🙌

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badgraph1csghost 1 week ago

youre so welcome! like i said, i love your noticing page

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ocrevol 1 week ago

do you care if I link to 52 in my blog post or would you prefer no

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swiftred 1 week ago

@ocrevol totally cool with that :)

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